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April 15th, 2008

i was dreaming that i was a sleep on my bed i saw my self get up and falling off my bed i was trying to get to the door,
i was asleep again only this time i was waking up i took the blankes off me and headed for the door i fell i had no feeling in my legs i looked at the door and ....,
i was a sleep i woke up and fell of my bed i tryed to get to the door of my room knowing my brother would here me i tryed to scream i did but my thoute was stuck i could here me but i knew know one else could i tryed to get to the door i was to week to crawl i was almost there when ,
 i was a sleep i woke up and instead of falling off my bed i screamed my brothers name over and over i tryed when i knew he couldn't here me i fell off the bed and ,
 this time i woke up i was back really i got off the bed and ran to my door i opened my brothers door and said i need a blessing now, he said okay go get dad.
i got a blessing and then right after i passed out on my bed ,
in the morining i spoke with my brother he said sis i have never seen you like that you where trying to talk to me and it was like your tunge was numb i could here what you where saying but it was weird and you where all pail. i told you to get dad i knew i needed help with this one, i talked to my dad who said why didn't you get me hour ago, so my question if did he know a hour before, was there some reason for me not waking up and then on the 4th try, i will not know. but one thing i do the reality of me neededing to be here is stronger then the one trying to take
me to what i call home.
would like you to know if you have any problems with grafic dreams or can't read on please don't they can only get worse,
i do not know why i have dreams like this i have cut out watching tv. lission to music and reading, i do not take meds meaning advil or inhaler before i sleep and i am a very nice person i do not know why i keep having them and everytime it gets weirder and weirder, so please i put a
warning on them for reasons. deesbw
we where a in a town that had little and was being evacuated and( note they where sort of trained in fighting, and what was going on was told to the adolts and they seemed duturmand and fearless) they were all packing cold weather gear they all where getting light food one thing of water and shoes and coats and one tent per two people ready to put on there backs and go. they where half way up what looked like timp, okay they where climing the mountain  (  i jumped to the top where some people where headed) onces on top you could see mountains like a curcle and it looked like hills with a beutiful sun set only the sun was now comming up the people wanted to move on they only had 3 more mountains to go . the guide said no only at night and we need to rest we will do on mountain a day that will be best. ( i jumped to a girl about  7-8 setting up a yellow two man tent with her younger sister who was like a friend and she was telling her how to pack it up and take it down in case anything happend to her the older one, note: younger sister seemed to be slow, as in not all there.)
moringing well night came people where packing up , they where going on the secound mountian now but it was more like going threw not over it they lite a glow stick that was brighter then one and head in a cave like place it looked like a old ruain of some kind then down the hall we could here walking we stoped and covered out stickes the older girls mom was one of the guides said stay here i am going to check it out.
when what seemed to be forever she never came back and someone said you are here doughter you know you need to go get her maybe she left us cause she found a way out i said she would come back they said go, i looked at my younger sister and said stay here and remember what i tought you i gave the stuff to her taking a light and a stick and headed down the hallway i found a left and made it . it was really dark and i
could here noises i turned around in shock my sister was be hind me i got upset for a moment and said stay close, then i cought something with my stick and my eye i looked up there was a zombie like woman okay my mom comming after me down the hall i hid the light so she couldn't see i grabed my sister and said we have to leave now come on she in my hand ran down a dark hall i put the light up to see where to go every few secoundeds and hid it again we where being followed by a larger group now and one was at the end of the hallway i turned i saw a door the door was locked behind the zommbie like mom in front of me saying it is not what you think it is better a better way i saw another door behind her i grabed a chair that was on my right with a table in front of the door my sister was backed into behind me and swung it at my mom saying no get back i called my sister to hold my shurt and to follow me closes she was saying no to others as i swong the chair she tried to cut me i keep at it tell i turned her around and reached the other door my sister was right be hind me and then mom okay zombie said sweety come sing to me i swong around grabed her jacked she pulled and said no i had her slive she said mommy i said no not mom come on she looked at me i pulled her tward the door that was now open and just before we both got threw the door she pulled back makeing the sleave slam in the now closed door behind me i screamed in tarrer i herd her sing and then watched as they put somthing in her ear and pulled ripping her left ear off i pined the door closed and hid my light when a fumilar voice said what what is it i was in tears and said they are all gone we must leave i weged the door shut and headed down the hallway out of the mountain with my group. I woke up.

dream one graffic really

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this dream starts out like muder myster for 4 kids a nannie, i would say late about 1992 or so.
we get a lead on the case when we find out about an old house they had built into a underground cave,
that they used for a lab to test things but it got fluded out a year ago. no one has been there sinces so we
meaning my team got the gear ready and desided to go check it out .note:( most of this deam is underwater.)
we are now diving in the watter almost instanly i get flashes beyound flashes of what happened i start leading my team
to the horric sites, the first one we came to was a room with a table and a hammer, this hammer was used by the nannie
to littler nock sense into the older girl, she hit her so hard the frist time it fratced her skull in half the secound hit killed her.
the nannie went on the boy who is nexted was down the hall playing hide and seek, the nannie was upset with the nois, she
took the hammer and hit him, he screamed ow what was that fo.......he was stabed and cut up after that he never finished his
sentence the little girl who was hidding saw everything and was not hidding for her life the nannie found the baby boy and
took it to the room that had a pot (note it looked like a duch oven) she filled it with some oil, water, acid i think and put the baby in
back down and watched it boil, she was hoping the scream of the baby would get the girl to come out, she did and the nannie
got her and hung her up on a hook she tyed her up and pulled her baby brother out skin melted and showed her she passed out in
shock. the nannie put the baby back laughing and then took the girl down the hall to a lab like place the girl was waking up when the
 nannie came back into the room with some viles to put nedals in and said lets see what mommy and daddy do to animals and the girl
screamed and kicked one vial into the nannie it hit her eye, she said stupied move cut her arm, boiled her hand and hit her on the head
with a hammer and then , we will say burned her in the family room. the nannie injoyed watching the pain, down the hall she was truned into
a huge squid like creature who had teath and who keeps on killing who ever trys to come down here, just then watter filled the house truning it
into night after night of torching but in the day they are who they died as. me and my team then where getting out when the nannie like figure
cameing running after us trunning into a squid like person and taking out two of my team, we traped her and killed her. we have only been back
one time we found the bones removed them and barred them we never told the mom and dad the real story thought it was better to say they drouned. the end

March 31st, 2008

To all thous who need something on a day of sadness..no a day  of
hope for new beginnings, no a hope that things may get better, or
just plain  hope.
"Those whom have known of him … all
they need to do is say his name......
and think about him,and a smile will come to their lips."
sometimes in life there can be person who
will have such an impact on our life...
it can change who you are as a person.
In a positive way. Some one who will sit
and listen to you tell the same story over
and over again even though they've heard it
a few times before. They still act interested
because they care. They listen to you laugh
and they listen to you cry about the same "drama"
every day and they seem to give you the perfect
advice.. and the perfect attention you know and love,
the advice that gives you hope.. and not the
kind that puts you down.
  My Best Friend Once was here now he is gone I will
always love forever the laughs the tears the
smiles the memories. Without him my life seems to have no
direction nor ups nor downs nor smiles or frowns I will miss him
what ever went wrong I can't mend it I will always ...
love forever ...my very best friend.
   A Gift from God is the friends, That I have been blessed
with and they are my everything.
 "I think that when i am alone at the computer,
it is nice to read such touching words of life and love."
If any of you need support through a struggle of any kind
i am here to talk. always remember you cant handle
everything alone. life throws us strange curves,
I believe that life is a tough enough ...obstacle in itself.
I also believe that we were put here to survive and to
do as best we can,and to survive through all of life's
troubles as they are thrown at us and also to enjoy
the good times that come, take nothing for granted
and appreciate life and what it has to offer appreciate life
itself! I think we need to stop living or dwelling on the past and
live ...live now in the time of hope.
I want to start a new saying, "I want to remember how
someone lived not how they died." If you have any words you
would like to add please feel free.
note: I would also like to add:
 *"I suggest you look deep ........
within yourself and let others help you.I am like the wind
I will blow so hard you know I am there,but still why do you
doubt. Seeing is not Believing, believing is hope, hope is what
guides us and gets us threw the day with out hope, we are lost.
Please if you feel lost, hurt, sad, etc. talk to someone anyone,
if you feel you have no one know you have me."
 Dee,Reese

March 26th, 2008

   
Vote Keith Kuder as your UTAH STATE DELEGATE
   
Support Change! Support Your Community! Support America!
   
Keith Kuder

    
     Thank you for supporting Change in America! The US Congressman Chris Cannon of the 3rd Utah Congressional District has asked me to run for Office in the Community This caught me by surprise but I am honoring the Call to Serve this Country! Please view the Utah County Clerk's and see that I live in Orem 26. The caucus will be held at Mountain View High School (645 W Center, Orem) at 7pm tomorrow night.

The precinct will be electing 3 State Delegates. One of which will be the Precinct Chair. The current delegates in your precinct are Michael Ostler, Ronald Talboe, and Hery Whiffen. Congressman Chris Cannon asked me personally to please try and replace Henry. And I answered him with a resounding YES!

I need about 15 or more folks to come and Vote for me!
Thanks so much for the support. Feel free to contact me or US Congressman Chris Cannon if you have any questions or need anything.

Regards,

Keith Kuder

     Keith Kuder was first recognized by US Congressman Brad Sherman, the 27th District of California, for his Outstanding Service to the Community in 2001. Since getting involved with community programs, he has maintained a consistently conservative record reflecting the will of the people of the Republic Party. Despite growing up most of his life in a Liberal community, Keith has demonstrated a unique ability to build a consensus amongst friends and has worked across party lines to achieve results. Keith believes that we can reach solutions if we are not concerned about who gets the credit. A staunch defender of individual liberty and economic freedom, Keith Kuder has consistently demonstrated his strong support for government to be more fiscally conservative.

While living in Los Angeles, Keith helped to bring about Change. Keith went before the Los Angeles City Council and millions of viewers in 2002 and asked for a Police Chief more willing to enact reforms and community policing. The following day the Chief of Police, Bernard C. Parks, resigned. A very large part of success of any law enforcement agency is directly related to the community involvement.

He also lived in the Congressional District of Representative Henry Waxman, the 30th District of California, and helped bring about change there as well. Henry Waxman is the ranking chairman on the Oversight and Government Reform committee. Keith currently lives in the Congressional 3rd District of Utah; where Representative Chris Cannon currently serves on the same committee as Henry Waxman. Keiths’ presence in the Utah community helps benefit the history of Chris Cannon and his history of high profile investigations, solid conservative credentials, and tenacity in uncovering government waste, and candor in dealing with Democrats.
In addition, Keith is a leader in Utah for providing College Student events. There are over 180,000 College students in the Utah County area and the population is growing. The Brigham Young University and Utah Valley University Campus’ are within minutes of each other and it is projected that the student population is planning to triple within five years. Keith has organized, managed, and marketed hundred of events with different associations for the benefit of the Charity’s and for conservative student dancing crowds. Believing in crowd management is something that keeps communities safe and crowds entertained.

For years Keith Kuder has served actively in the Republican Party. He has years of employment history involving world class customer service. He has attended DeVry University for a Major in Telecommunications Management. He currently is enrolled at Utah Valley University for Business Management. Keith currently spends time every week at the Missionary Training Center call center as a hobby.

Keith was born in Los Angeles, California on July 30, 1984. He served a two-year Spanish speaking mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in Knoxville, Tennessee. Keith is the youngest of two older sisters and was raised by a single Mother.

      During my teen years, I was given a copy of the Declaration of Independence when I attended Military Cadet School, and began an unlikely journey to change America.

I am not running to become a delegate to fulfill some long-held ambition or because I believed it was somehow was owed to me. I chose to run in this election — at this moment — because of what Dr. King called “the fierce urgency of now.” Because we are at a defining moment in our history. Our nation is at war. Our planet is in peril. Our health care system is broken, our economy is out of balance, our education system fails too many of children, and our retirement system is in tatters.

At this defining moment, we cannot wait any longer to solve our health care problems. We cannot wait to fix our schools. We cannot wait for good jobs, and living wages, and pensions we can count on. We cannot wait to halt global warming, and we cannot wait to find solutions for our war in Iraq.

I chose to run because I believed that the size of these challenges had outgrown the capacity of our broken and divided politics to solve them; because I believed that Americans of every political stripe were hungry for a new kind of politics, a politics that focused not just on how to win but why we should, a politics that focused on those values and ideals that we held in common as Americans; a politics that favored common sense over ideology, straight talk over spin.

Most of all, I believed in the power of the American people to be the real agents of change in this country — because we are not as divided as our politics suggests; because we are a decent, generous people willing to work hard and sacrifice for future generations; and I was certain that if we could just mobilize our voices to challenge the special interests that dominate Washington and challenge ourselves to reach for something better, there was no problem we couldn’t solve — no destiny we couldn’t fulfill.

And on this very night, in Orem, you have vindicated that faith. You’ve come out in this evening not just to cheer, but to challenge — to ask the tough questions; to lift the hood and kick the tires; to serve as one place in America where someone who hasn’t spent their life in the Washington spotlight can get a fair hearing.

You’ve earned the role you play in our democracy because no one takes it more seriously. And I believe that’s true this year more than ever because, like me, you feel that same sense of urgency.

All across this community, you’ve shared with me your stories. And all too often they’ve been stories of struggle and hardship.

I’ve heard from employees who were betrayed by CEOs who laid them off while pocketing bonuses.

I’ve met Convergys workers who labored all they could only to see their jobs shipped overseas; who now compete with their teenagers for $6-an-hour jobs at Wal-Mart.

I’ve spoken with teachers who are working during the summer selling pest control just to make ends meet, who are still digging into their own pockets to pay for school supplies.

I’ve spoken to veterans who talk with pride about what they’ve accomplished in Afghanistan and Iraq, but who nevertheless think of those they’ve left behind and question the wisdom of our mission in Iraq; I have gone to Annual Patriotic Festival and have heard stories from Mothers weeping over the memories of their sons; the disabled or homeless vets who wonder why their service has been forgotten. I love this country and want its cherished values and ideals restored.

It is precisely because you’ve experienced these frustrations, and seen the cost of inaction in your own lives, that you understand why we can’t afford to settle for the same old politics. You know that we can’t afford to allow the insurance lobbyists to kill health care reform one more time, and the oil lobbyists to keep us addicted to fossil fuels because no one stood up and took their power away when they had the chance.

You know that we can’t afford four more years of the same divisive food fight in Washington that’s about scoring political points instead of solving problems; that’s about tearing your opponents down instead of lifting this country up.

We can’t afford to be so worried about losing the next election that we lose the battles we owe to the next generation.

The real gamble in this election is playing the same Washington game with the same Washington players and expecting a different result. And that’s a risk we can’t take. Not this year. Not when the stakes are this high.

In this election, it is time to turn the page. Tonight, it is time to stand for change.

This has been my message since the beginning of my efforts in to spread change. And it must be catching on, because in these last few days, everyone in this community has been talking about change.


My experience is rooted in the lives of the men and women who were seeking to unify common good things within multiple religions in the city of Los Angeles; in the Multicultural organization in LA. When I fought for leadership from a corrupted Police Force and asked respectfully that the Police Chief resign in good standing and bring in an expert to clean up the streets of Los Angeles. It’s experience rooted in the real lives of real people, and it’s the kind of experience Orem needs right now.

There are others in this race who say that this kind of change sounds good, but that I’m not angry or confrontational enough to get it done.

Well, let me tell you something, Orem. I don’t need any lectures on how to bring about change, because I haven’t just talked about it on the to you tonight. I’ve fought for change all my life.
My Mother raised me as a single parent. I’ve brought myself from poverty to a sense of reality that has only been possible through change.

That’s the kind of change that’s more than just rhetoric — that’s change you can believe in.

It’s change that won’t just come from more anger at Washington or turning up the heat on Democrats. There’s no shortage of anger and bluster and bitter partisanship out there. We don’t need more heat. We need more light. I’ve learned in my life that you can stand firm in your principles while still reaching out to those who might not always agree with you. And although the Democratic operatives in Washington might not be interested in hearing what we have to say, I think Democrat and independent voters outside of Washington are. That’s the once-in-a-generation opportunity we have in this election.

For the first time in a long time, we have the chance to build a new majority of not just Republicans, but independents and Democrats who’ve lost faith in their Washington leaders but want to believe again — who desperately want something new.

We can change the electoral math that’s been all about division and make it about addition — about building a coalition for change and progress that stretches through blue states and red states

In the end, the argument we are having between the candidates here is not just about the meaning of change. It’s about the meaning of hope. Some of my opponents appear scornful of the word; they think it speaks of naiveté, passivity and wishful thinking.

But that’s not what hope is. Hope is not blind optimism. It’s not ignoring the enormity of the task before us or the roadblocks that stand in our path. Yes, the lobbyists will fight us. Yes, the Democrat attack dogs will go after us in the here in Utah. Yes, the problems of poverty and climate change and failing schools will resist easy repair. I know — I’ve been on the streets; I’ve been in the courts. I’ve watched legislation die because the powerful held sway and good intentions weren’t fortified by political will, and I’ve watched a nation get misled into war because no one had the judgment or the courage to ask the hard questions before we sent our troops to fight.

But I also know this. I know that hope has been the guiding force behind the most improbable changes this country has ever made. In the face of tyranny, it’s what led a band of colonists to rise up against an Empire. In the face of slavery, it’s what fueled the resistance of the slave and the abolitionist, and what allowed a president to chart a treacherous course to ensure that the nation would not continue half slave and half free. In the face of war and Depression, it’s what led the greatest of generations to free a continent and heal a nation. In the face of oppression, it’s what led young men and women to sit at lunch counters and brave fire hoses and march through the streets of Selma and Montgomery for freedom’s cause. That’s the power of hope — to imagine, and then work for, what had seemed impossible before.

That’s the change we seek. And that’s the change you can stand for here tonight.

We’ve already beaten odds that the cynics said couldn’t be beaten. Just by standing here tonight at age 23, they said we couldn’t run a different kind of campaign.

They said we couldn’t be successful if we didn’t have the full support of the establishment here in Orem. But you can prove them wrong here tonight when we you cast your vote for me. This is a built grass-roots movement that could forever change the face of American politics.

And now, in tonight, you have a chance once again to prove the cynics wrong. In tonight’s vote, what was improbable has the chance to beat what this Community has said was inevitable

We’ve seen this script many times before. But I know that this time can be different.

Because I know that when the American people believe in something, it happens.

If you believe, then we can stop making promises to America’s workers and start delivering — jobs that pay, health care that’s affordable, pensions you can count on, and a tax cut for working Americans instead of the companies who send their jobs overseas.

If you believe, we can offer a world-class education to every child, and pay our teachers more, and make college dreams a reality for every American.

If you believe, we can save this planet and end our dependence on foreign oil.

If you believe, we can end this war, close Guantanamo, restore our standing, renew our diplomacy and once again respect the Constitution of the United States of America.

That’s the future within our reach. That’s what hope is — that thing inside us that insists, despite all evidence to the contrary, that something better is waiting for us around the corner. But only if we’re willing to work for it and fight for it. To shed our fears and our doubts and our cynicism. To glory in the task before us of remaking this country block by block, precinct by precinct, county by county, state by state.

There is a moment in the life of every generation when, if we are to make our mark on history, this spirit must break through.

This is the moment for the Republican Party.

This is our time.

And if you will stand with me in tonight — if you will stand for change so that your children have the same chance that somebody gave us; if you’ll stand to keep the American dream alive for those who still hunger for opportunity and thirst for justice; if you’re ready to stop settling for what the cynics tell you, you must accept, and finally reach for what you know is possible, then we will win this caucus, we will win this election, we will change the course of history, and the real journey — to heal a nation and repair the world — will have truly begun.

Thank you.

Keith Kuder
 

March 3rd, 2008

there are many different reasons to be dreaming of strawberrys, but i would like to get some insite as to why i would need seven, and
why strawberrys, note they are also very hard to pick and find. any questions feel free to ask.

February 23rd, 2008

ok so it was really weird i was woken up by a loud firing sound and a hammer noise, to my horror  i was getting two nail hammered into my right foot a nail in both knee caps and two right on the top of my head the creepiest  thing is i didn't feel a thing and it was a new proses to help someone who has back injury to walk . now i have no idea why the crap i would dream this or how it worked but it did work and why i was injured i just was but any how this is  a small crazy weird dream, and to think this was  a small one . 

February 22nd, 2008

random thought

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so today i found out that people can take a tour, and actually go tornado hunting with real hunters.
this was cool but struck me as odd when i found out they put you in huge tour buses, but it is true.
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